Life, or something like it...

I'm a malfunctioning human being. I hate work, and I hate having nothing to do, and I'm too lazy to find a balance. The only thing I seem to enjoy consistantly is living with someone (currently my roommate) and having lots and lots of free time. But right now I'm lonely because she's gone home for Christmas. It's not like I'm here all my byself, I still have friends in the area, but it isn't the same. I've grown dependent on always having someone around. Almost makes me want to get married after all... :P

Ah yes, but about being home 'alone' as it were this Christmas... my parental units live in Southern California. I do not like Southern California, and I do not particularly like them. They love me and miss me and all that proper and normal parent stuff. So I concocted a cunning plan to not visit them this Christmas, while not overtly hurting their feelings by saying "I don't want to, damnit!" What was my cunning plan? It was very simple. I said I was going to Montana with a friend. Because it was cheaper. "But honey, we'll buy your plane ticket!" "Thank you, and I know you would, but you guys need that money for other things." "But we really want to see you, we miss you." "Well, you'll be coming up for my graduation, right? That's only a few months away." Anyways, I don't have to visit my parents this Christmas. *happiness* What a bastard I am. ^_^

Ribbons

So I like a boy. And I don't know if I have a Milkshake in Hell chance with him. Female insecurities, blah, blah, blah. And I have a sneaking suspicion that I routinely make a complete idiot/ass of myself in his presence. Eh, life goes on.

On the other hand, I have approximately 60 'support our troops' ribbons on my fridge, in various shapes, sizes and colors. This makes me happy. It also probably makes me something of a bastard. ^_^ Just doing my part to help out in the community.